I had a dream about you last night. You were in a beautiful white dress with turquoise and silver patterns on it. Grandma was there, she said something about the baby, something silly and wrong and typical Grandma. But it was only because she wanted to make you laugh. And you did, but then the laughter turned to tears.

You looked so sad, I could see it in your eyes – but at the same time… strong. I thought I have never seen such a strong, brave woman.

I wondered after what the dream meant and I hoped that maybe somehow it meant that Grandma was looking after that baby for you now. That they are having fun together.